Lately I’ve been thinking about something, a lot more than usual, it’s always there but it’s been more prominent lately, although I’m not sure why. I just wish that after all this time that it would just go away. It’s stopping me from doing what I really want, it feels like I’m being suffocated.

I was ignorant as to what was going on at the time but when I look back all of the memories seem to be tainted with a mist that, of late, has been fading away. I don’t know whether I’m remembering things correctly or just letting my mind get carried away, however there was most defiantly something wrong. 

Trusting is a task in which I used to take with ease however now it seems as a near impossible feat to overcome. I just want to feel safe again, to learn that there are people that deserve trust.

I know that my problems are practically insignificant on the scale of the human race and I shouldn’t be complaining, but it hurts and makes me feel like nothing, I just want things to be better. I was naive, yet still tongue-tied.